my life andy month of may 2011

hmm since i know someone i love before....hmm but right now we just broke up </3 when thing going can't work it out for us...and  want me break with the one....hmm ><.......;( im crying  the whole night while i write this blog...cause i'm break up again...why?? just wondering why every girl want to hurt me                             till like that><please

my new bag(tropiacana life)  buy from Bukit Tinggi,selangor,Malaysia

my black coffee drink for relieve my stress & while i was writing a song & lyrics

my lunch at college fried rice+marshpotatoes+spicy cillies with beancurd

 while i waiting my gf dismiss her exam from that moment when i with her i just boring so i snap picture at mirror lol XD.(right now  not anymore><)

 when i take off my classes...my look are different that i am haha :D

 when i wearing classes  i look like another person too hehe:D

look andy are 19 now ^V^ college now :D

Cappucino ICe^^

that moment i was waiting train in railways station in Shah Alam,selangor,Malaysia

 LOL.......emo pose again haha always emo andyemolove...always pose EMO </3

 hehe scap some pic when boring waiting....train & cant wait to meet my baby....in college

  I WAS BORN INNOCENT & NOT PERFECT GUYS U KNOW>>>?? by andyemolove

look at my self....im not perfect okay^^ by andy emolove

LOOK at my hands.....i know this is where you let go my hands....we broke..off...on may10..><

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half heart

another half heart

LOOK im A.J....ANDY JACKSON >V<haha

 hehe AJ pose 2(andy jackson)

 dont you know who i am??im andy jackson A.J. =P

 im a nerd...when wearing classes><

 these are good weather when i back to home

i look up the sky & said...everything would be alright for me.. but is not really is the end now...><

when i boring in college quietly go piano play my own song

while i'm in inspiration

 in music piano i play.. & singing...:D

 music is my life...<3forever i will sing :D

 ^V^ <3 piano time by andyemolove

piano pose BY ANDYEMOLOVE

 these are my memory now is my gf..i mena Exgf..now.her blackberry cover><

knowing her is my good...thing i have...she are nice...but we are not together being in perfect to be with now...><

 is the resit when i with my EX-gf...we were eating in summit,subang jaya LITTLE TAIWAN

these are...my memory when i get two tins for my gf...& me...when i have free water outside my college..that day=) is mine memory

 these are the moment i ,my sis & mum going all the way to kepong(selayang) my aunts house i snap it :D

 snap it again 2 by andyemolove

 i'm speechless.by andymolove

yes i don't want to speak to everyone by andyemolove

i'm thinking why???& why??

by andyemolove

when the sunshine shine on me...while i capture wow...i look like an  dark fallen angel from heaven to earth by andyemolove

I'm EMO again..since i know the one she levae me on may10 that night

im single again now...may10...2011years

sunshine boy pose =P by andyemolove

 andy emolove forever....^^

look im andy wong emoz hardstyler(leader F.B.I. crews)

panda layer cake...by my lovely aunts...jessica

wow my aunts jessica are cake good maker ...YUMMY^^

party started in aunts house

oh yea...cake time :D

hey look am i beautiful =P haha... by andyemolove

Look~~ that a flower in my mouth :D

Bro(me)andy & sis sandy <3 

sandy (sis) + andy (bro half head) =P

siblings forever <3 & bro & sis (sandy-left right -andy ) by andyemolove 

look is my sis holding my little baby cousin..BB john ^^

baby john (my cousin)

baby john (my cousin)2

baby john (my cousin)3

my cousin sis..she hiding from my camera cause she shy..(but i will try to capture her another time i will haha=P )

baby john (my cousin) he was answer fake handphone on him :D haha cute

may9 my day working time...

 before going help my dad work may 9 by andyemolove

BY andyemolove is me andy not a perfect guys ^^

im speechless again ><...sighs BY andyemolove

pandan layer cake & chocolate cake <3 by lovely aunts jessica yummy =P haha by andyemolove  

hehe before going working take some pic >V< by andyemolove

im andy :D by andyemolove

hey you...please don't you hurt me anymore...i hope will have a good day & gf someday i know :D by andyemolove

time to going work now..sighs..^^                            by andyemolove.

im stylerzz..dance for life u know?? :) yes u do? :D by andyemolove

after working i was emo...again tonight i were EMO cause  just break up>< 

i'm EMO becaue fo someone hurt me & lie me....because love By: andyemolove

hehe xD just fine looking guys BY :andyemolove

oppss my head or hair..?? <3 ;) by andyemolove

my dinner fried potatoes with meat & a plate of  fried sotong home cook by andyemolove

vegetables my dinner 

...don't you girls know how i feel.....if you not really in love with me...please don't be with me.........maybe never mind........just forget it.....maybe my life are like that always won't have..any gf...at all..don't have any true love in my life...i thought i was found one...but the one still leave me...here.........hmmm the month of may for my life just having EMO...saD..happy...crying.=(....& i was really want to thank you the one...who love me...&you are the one taught me how to take care a gf...in from the month of April18-till-may10 now  we been together for three week that moment  i really aprreciate it....but maybe i think this time not for me... to in love right i'm 19...^^ hehe still young can look another gf maybe..ANYWAY!!! I WANT TO THANK YOU....for loving me......,take care me..be with me.....you are my sweet memory that i  never have before.... we going for movie one time that my first time with gf....thank you for that............i hope will come a day for you have a great guy...but...i'm just not a perfect boy.....when nine month ago....that crying girl in the maze is my first crush on her............taht moment i was wondering WHO's That girl....tell me what her name??...WHO's that girl.............does she feel the same as i am??............hmm maybe i was too serious..........i was curious......that moment is was halloween party night at my(college)  segi college,subang jaya on last year............i wondering who that girl...crying i thought i could give her.....tissue to wipe off her tears.........but that time...no is not........and thing happen that moment is was my first crush with her..the one.......but now......i have fate to meet her again....on month of april 18.......i meet her.at my college.then. we go MACDONALD...& after that she was...going her class and i was.....waiting for her dismiss her class at college that time i was freezzing....outside her classroom in college..;S.........then so on i  meeting her in  college library everytime i try my best to meet her. she tell me: WOW.you are so nice & kind..hehe^^.cause i thought i could love her more..than everything but...is just not..is impossble from now (cause we just broke up) ....hmmm.....so one april18 going end..i still keep on texting sms with her.....& keep calling her phone...& she the one did the same as  i am too...wow that time i was so happy & feeling so good can having a good gf like her.....she was so cute & nice girl i never meet before cause this my first time date a gf out...in my life im 19 now only start to know how to have a gf in real life i'm serious okay^^ i know that feeling are great & nice ...sweet ...moment u know..did you know??? .we go for movies...we watching SCREAM4.......horror & crazy movies....that time she was scare & cold.....so i keep hugging her tights.......& that my first time i hold a girl hand.........she was my baby that time.but now is not anymore..my big hand holding her tiny cold hand...;) haha & i tell her don't worry ...& to scare....is just a movies..........hmmm after thing work out for us but now is not.....when  may9 the monday before that sunday i was really can't wait to meet you baby...but the night u sms me.....and said : dear tomorrow no need come to college accompany baby.......& i text her again as her really don't need...se just reply for me...no need la..>< that night my heart & feeling kinda heart beating fast feel like bad thing will happen to me..from that moment i know....she are not the one i really looking for....hmm....><.........maybe my heart & feeling tell me.....that bad thing would happen right now ><.....yea...is true my guesses & heart & feeling are right...is true now...see i just broke up with her.......on may 10 tonight around...11.30pm++ =( it was the night i broke up.....when i wrote this blogger first are crying.....& keep asking my self why???.......andy why?? no  one love me at all...where is my true love when will it come??  where is true love that i will meet with a gf again?? ><.........hmmm in my head right now..&.my feeling right now is EMO.</3                ;(............a guy won't cry....but for my self i know my self would cry...so i crying for whole night is was tonight may10...hmm sound girly right..^^ boy are crying.and is me andy crying..hmm that  was shame for me...is not shame at all >< i cry because i was touching hurt by her ........i will try my best to stand up for tomorrow on may11 ...^^ just keep move on  with my Dreams...Dancing & Singing..for my life forever.........anyway i want to thank you..the one would love me since i now her now....i hope we still can be friend...yes i do be your close friend forever.......she ask me on msn....we still can be friend??......i answer yea of course we still be friend...im okay...but that moment i was really crying while reply her sms & msn...chatting ^^ ..........hmmm.......month of may are mothers day right err.~~~......i'm serious i was born in adopt family now...although t i still love my parents they are not my real parents but they take care me have 19 year since i were baby till now im 19 ...no matter they are non-bio-parents for me... but i still always love them <3 cause is not easy to take care & feed a baby till teenager now...so i want to say happy mother day the one now....& another is...my real mummy she was pass away from 2& half year ago...i know she would happy to see me that on earth now...that i  still respect& never stop loving my adopt family now :D............if andy really got did any wrong just forgive me yea..mummy & mama....if andy son.....make you mad...is because sometime that  i'm moody & EMO sorry to mama right now & mummy in heaven...i love you forever...<3 muackss........for mama & mummy............i know im 19 now..have my own part time career..........oh GOD~~please keep on blessing me...& Everytime i close my eye and pray so that i could see better day for so on everyday^^ <3 AMEN~~<3  so every year that mother day or father day...i will remember in my mind that my real parents they are pass away for last two or 3 years ago.....when i think that i feel wanna call them one time PAPA & mama happy father day & mother day...but is too late....they are in heaven now...i know they are having good time in heaven now :D <3 yea indeed..;) haha...my life in may always working as waiter & help my dad working...(earn money )sighs..><......right now...please enjoy my EMO moment & sweet memory i have in month of may...my life....from up above thanks ya <3 ^V^for viewing my blogger ^^  hmm this my life tonight may10 i keep write this blogge till 2.20am...sighs...feeling sad & emo...because i breakup with her..sighs >< =( hope tomorrow  i feeling better & be chilling now :D haha thank you for seeing my blog :D <3by ANDYEMOLOVE<3^V^